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Type 1, My Story

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Danny Gregory’s most recent post on September 21st, has caused me to think a bit.  He talks about how Everyday Matters, the book, came to be…how he had not thought that his story of learning to live again after his wife Patti’s tragic accident which left her paralyzed, was something he could/should/wanted to share with others.  He knew that drawing was how he worked through the aftermath, how he chronicled even the smallest of things that became treasures in the wake of tragedy.  But he did not feel he could share this most personal, private part of himself.  He didn’t think that something that mattered so much to him and to Patti would matter much to anyone else.  He discovered that it mattered a lot to those who’ve had the good fortune to read his book.

Prior to reading his post, I had been toying with taking a blog-holiday.  I’ve been feeling increasingly scattered, both creatively and personally.  A blog certainly supports this approach: short and sweet entries about WHATEVER!  But I felt I needed a break to sort out whatever was being stirred up.  Typically, my scattered, all-over-the-map creative self, is an indicator that something’s getting stirred up.  I usually won’t see it for a while.  I just have to wait it out.  But after reading Danny’s post, I realize I’ve only shared with you the tip of the iceberg of my story as a mother of a Type 1 Diabetic child.  Here, here, here, and here are just a few of the posts I’ve spoken about and shared with you.  But there is so much more.  So much that is indeed simmering around in my head and heart, and I think I can share it with you.

In beginning this journey of posts, I feel there are several things to state up front.  I am only giving MY perspective, not my daughter’s or my husband’s, or any one else who is touched by Type 1 Diabetes in any way.  It is MY story…how I’M processing all this…how I am learning, growing, grieving, rallying, learning to live again.  Though no one has died, nor become paralyzed, there has indeed been a kind of a death.  A death to a way of life that we will never return to.  I keep having to learn this.

I am also NOT fishing for sympathy!!  I am in no way trying to wrest out of you an emotional response, nor do I invite cheerleader comments.  I am simply wanting to share my journey in such a way as to encourage ANY who might be on a similar path.  Certainly, if you or anyone you know is touched by Type 1 Diabetes, please share this with them…it might encourage them.

And so, what does the above drawing have to do with all this???  I drew it yesterday, standing at my sink, gawking at the temperature gauge, longing to go sit outside on my back deck, but knowing I’d be back inside within a few minutes.  Oh the heat!!  Here in my little part of the world, we are having a record breaking year!  We have had more days above 90 degrees than any other year on record!  It has felt oppressive.  I have had many days when dealing with diabetes has felt equally oppressive.  And though we are looking toward the heat breaking next week sometime, I face the fact that Type 1 Diabetes is here to stay.  It will not go away with a rain storm coming through.  It will not take a break for a season or two.  The work that my husband and I do for our daughter, and indeed the work that she does to manage her diabetes is never ending.  93 would actually be a great blood sugar number for her.  But alas, her sugar numbers do not stay at 93…they are only passing through to some other number, be it 250 or 50.  I’m learning to live with this and to find joy in it.

BTW-I’ve begun a Category for all my posts on life with Type 1 Diabetes.  You can see the list of categories over in the right margin if you’re interested in reading more.

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Author: jenpedwards

I love drawcumenting my days, splashing on some watercolor, knitting up things to wear, and crocheting in-between! It's all Life, and it's all good!

8 thoughts on “Type 1, My Story

  1. No cheerleading here …. I just want to tell you you are an inspiration to many of us. nancy

  2. Thankyou for sharing – I’ve also found painting a way of getting through. I love your work and your posts.Keep walking and working!

  3. I think that it is important that you share. You’ve been so quiet about your daughter that we all want to assume that there is an easy routine. A grandma I’ve met, has a grandson who is now in junior high who has the same thing. The comment, “every bite he takes must we monitored”. You do help your family to handle that and see the joy in life. I mean, look at the music you’ve made!

  4. I have hated this summer in Texas. Until recently we were breaking a hundred almost every day. I’ve whined and complained and been generally unpleasant about it. But, it does eventually go away. Next week in fact! And though I don’t like it much, I should be more thankful for that! Your story, your daughter’s, Danny’s…they are all really about the strength we get when it is necessary. I look forward to hearing the rest of the story!

  5. Love your painting. Many of us don’t know anyone with Type I diabetes. Many of us know of someone with Type II which seems (perhaps unfittingly so) easier to handle. I wonder if that’s because of the typical age of those who have each type or what. If we all lived in a tiny village we would know these things about each member of the village but in todays world we can live a whole life without coming in contact with things that make another person’s life so different (maybe harder). Will continue to drop in to see how painting and life is affecting you.

  6. Nice drawing and inspiring post this is.

  7. thank you so much for sharing your art and your story.

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